Friday, October 03, 2008
oh no everyone's like so stressed over school now.
looking at some really old photos now, when mum and dad were younger (and i have to say my dad was hot. mum's hot too. thank God for good genes. HAHAHAHA. i'm so shameless.), my parents honeymoon shots and when us three kids came into this world. it's only then you realise the only time you could truely smile without any worries at the back of your mind was when you were a kid. i wanna be a kid again.
weiqin! i know you'll read this so just wanna tell you I'M ALWAYS AVAILABLE FOR DINNER! ok technically only on monday and wednesday nights but yes you can always come look for me. (: jiayou ok!
uni's better now. thank God for helping me pass the stats quiz, for the encourgement that even though my stats tutor cmi, i can still make it on my own. with His help of course.
sometimes i wonder if lousy tutors feel guilty about screwing up their students' studies. i'm really getting super worked up over all my tutors whom i feel waste my time. maybe cos exams are coming in about 5-6 weeks? and i can't rely on them for guidance when i dunno how to do something. rar.
i really cannot stand my stats tutor, everytime i see him this anger just rises in me and i get super irritated. all he does during tutorials is go through definitions, asking at least 10 people what is sample distribution, what is probability, what is sample space etc. and last tutorial he spent half an hour on central limit theorem (the tbk only has 5 lines on it) and i just stared at him, feeling super irritated. this is bad. God help me to accept his imperfections for i am not perfect myself.
i met amos while studying at starbucks today! super cool coincidence. he just sat down at my table and i got such a shock. haha. but it was great to see him again and got to catch up with him and stuff. and have someone new to complain about uni to. haha. he appeared at a super good time too i was feeling emo again and he managed to take my mind off it. awesome how God watches over my heart and my thoughts. thank God for amos. (:
i miss eileen.
i miss weiqin.
i miss our monday dinners.
i will carry this burden.
watchin u;
at 1:17 AM
Monday, September 29, 2008
mel is happy today. (:
i moved in with jiang chuan (new roomie!) this afternoon with loi's help (loi rocks! haha.). AND MY NEW ROOM ROCKS. hahaha. it's nice and cosy and bright and clean. yay. felt a little sad at first cos eileen'snot around anymore but oh well gotta move on. and it's been fun talking to jiang chuan she's so nice and funny. (:
talking to nic and min online now, 2 pple i haven't spoken to in ages so it's awesome! i can actually laugh out loud when talking to them online they're so funny. haha.
and nic is so sweet!
BARANG BARANG says:
well i realised that flowers here are so much cheaper than in singapore
BARANG BARANG says:
and also so much more beautiful.
BARANG BARANG says:
too bad _____ doesn't live here or i'll be sending her flowers every week
melly says:
AHH I'M SO JEALOUS!
melly says:
so u give _____ flowers randomly?
BARANG BARANG says:
haha when i was in singapore, yes
BARANG BARANG says:
and when i visit singapore, yes.
melly says:
AHH
melly says:
jealous.
melly says:
hahahaha
hahaha. ok i had to censor in case he doesn't want the whole world to know. i miss nic. he was mine and manda's gossip partner. and gentleman. haha. and now he's my role model too! haha nic rocks.
praise God for today(:
ok have to go study stats now!
watchin u;
at 8:08 AM